https://fluffy-community.com/t/limes-suicidal-attempts-author-unknown/12445
Thats the Lime one
The first one honestly would be quite hard as its quite a common trope, Homewrecker by Mcgonagall but thats a good few years old now, i would reccomend if you like a good feral herd in a bad place story Josef & The Awful Technicolor Smarty Herd - Chapter 1 Comic ver (Cmss for BFM101) (InfraredTurbine)