I got some helpful tips from the community and the more I heard the less satisfied I was with my performance.
I woke up sweating in the middle of the night asking myself Questions to which I did not know the answers to, why does he look like a McDonald’s Plaything mascot reject.
Why is “Slushie” such an utter disappointment to me. So I called the only people I know have lived through such a trauma and my parents said that I should never bother them again.
I will continue developing an art style and I am staying open to criticism as It motivates me to make more of an effort.
And in time you will learn the tragic extent of my failings.
Honestly I think the most important part is that we will keep trying. And as we get better the first drawing will be a reminder of the progress we made.
By the by I have read a lot of your stories and I enjoy them quite a lot. I find you very talented and I hope you can see that in yourself too.