If its a niche, someone will fill it.
Even if only through youtube view money.
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Fair point!
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Sheās a deranged whore and wants somebody to jizz in her ass. The joke is that fluffies call semen āspecial milkiesā, so this guy told her sheād get special milk and then poured boiling milk into her ass through an enema.
Iām a survivor of both CSA as well as ānormalā (ha) rape, and without getting into too much unnecessary detail, this sort of self-destructive sexual behavior was something I experienced for a long time. In particular, getting exposed to sex constantly when youāre very young and having no control over it can really, really mess up the way your identity forms, especially if youāre being gaslighted into thinking that itās something you enjoy and want to do.
I had to go through years and years of therapy to get of of the loop of self-destruction that I had been taught by the people who abused meābecause abusers will put you in a state of mind that makes you easier to abuse, and it doesnāt just go away when they do. I didnāt even understand fully that I was allowed to say no to things I didnāt want to until years later; like, I understood it on the surface, but it didnāt really sink in for so long.
The weirdest and worst part I think about all of it is how good and right it feels to engage in those self-destructive activities. The people who hurt me āprogrammedā me to enjoy it over a long period of timeāand I hate that. Iāll never get away from it, because it was put in my head when my brain was still forming; I can only learn to recognize and suppress the desire to self-destruct.
Rositaās behavior actually isnāt that off from how I and some other really broken people would act towards others. CSA is actually a really accurate predictor for dysfunctional sexual and social behavior. In prison studies, for example, itās been found that a significant percentage of inmates have been sexually traumatized as children; and children who are victims of sex abuse are much more likely to become sexually active at a young age.
Iām healthier now, but I can still see bits of myself in characters like her, even though sheās just a fictional pig-horse. Thankfully I got help for my mental and emotional issues, stopped all the drug use, and found salvation through Jesus Christ. Now I have a wonderful fiancĆ© who loves me (and isnāt abusive like certain previous individuals -_-) and I have a steady job and lots of friends, and Iām even starting a small business. Iām so blessed that Iām even alive now, because not everyone I know back then is still here.
Apologies for the ramblingāthis is a personal topic for me.
Lmfao! Hilarious! 
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huh fem-fluff-boiā¦yeah prob would smash
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