It just sorta starts to feel gross at a point, and the sorta “Oh these are nice normal people who use fluffies as ornaments and blend them alive, they only act this way towards fluffies!” sorta makes it worse. Like it seems like a desperate attempt to justify self insertion and liking it in general.
Yea it doesn’t feel right when that stuff happens it feels wrong. Normal people even in a world with fluffies or not won’t blend alive a living thing that talks. Or any living thing for that matter.
No I know, I sorta think that showing these people as wholesome and heroic, sorta disturbs me. Like Markaskaya is a lot but he treats them as genuine sick fucks who should not be emulated.
When they do that it’s even worse! It’s like congratulating someone for beating s dog to death just cause it was irritating.
Eh, I dont think about it that way. I dont know if that makes it worse but I dont attribute a morality to this simply because it’s a creative endeavor. I feel no remorse for the monsters I draw, the dont exsist the feel nothing. Fluffies feel nothing they want nothing the deserve nothing, because at the end of the day a fluffies exsistance is determined by the lines I put on a page.
Of course, and as said I don’t feel amoral just sorta gross, like the sorta I masturbated to this feeling with weird porn. On the other hand those are monsters, not people, there’s no twilight zone style twist when you realize granny is a psycho when everyone does this.
I tried to keep a cognitive dissonance with fluffies but that snapped with the Christmas incident which made me realize some stuff.
Ah I think I misunderstood, yes I do find the heroism given to abusers in universe to be strange and self masturbatory. A pat on the back and a trophy for nothing.
Yeah. That disturbs me, I love writing stories about dark and villianous characters but I never imply they’re heroes in anything except a relative manner. It just sorta feels like, “wouldn’t it be nice to have a trophy for really low effort cruelty?”
YEA that stuff. I mean I’m god damn weird sometimes but heroising someone for murdering what’s pretty much an animal is just feels disgusting.
That’s the bit that makes me worry that this is behavior they want to act on irl, not the abuse, but the way the abuser is treated.
I’m trying to achieve something higher with my work, I dont want abusers to look good. That’s the implication I try to achieve, but I don’t think it comes across. Probably ignorant of me to assume I’m good enough to make people think what I want them to think about my monsters. Or maybe I just havent gone far enough or made the right story for people to realize what I’m trying to say.
Like on reddit when people say, “omg I want fluffies to be real so I can force a dam to abort their foals then beat the foals to death with a hammer!” and it’s like WHat the hell is wrong with you!? and everyone replies to that one person with support and agreement.
“But nooo I’d never do that to a real animal? See they’re just biotoys!”
I mean this is gonna sound controversial but nothing curbs cp and pedophile behavior like loli porn. Not that it’s not creepy af, just that it offers a virtual alternative.
Personally I love the monsters you draw they’re really fucking cool! I tried to make monsters mostly from paranoia of the dark and honestly your monsters look like some of the things.
tortureporn stuff as a concept? Yeah ok. Whatever. Treating the abuser like they’re a hero? Fuck no. There’s only two abuse stories I kind of enjoy mainly because the abuser is treated like he should be: A sick fuck or someone who is fucked up in the head and is a psycho.
That’s what upsets me slightly, there cool but I feel I’ve failed to make my point.
I’m honestly sorry if I did make it worse by missing the point. I’m not good with subtext. Or that kind of stuff.
i like fluffies as a creative outlet, but why the fuck have i met so many arrogant abusers. like motherfucker half of what you said was spelled wrong how do i know youre not a fluffy