Hello,
As you might have known, I posted a Discord chat log of myself posting an inappropriate image consisting of fluffy-related abuse. The server had underage members and what I did was seriously messed up. When confronted about it, I doubled down on casually justifying it even when I knew I was completely in the wrong.
I want to say that I am sorry for my actions. What I did was not funny in the slightest and I have no one to blame but myself. All the fault lies on me and I deeply regret what I have done.
Ever since I joined this community, I was so enamored with the amazing works of dark fantasies that were made by the members. I became so caught up and entranced by these works, that I decided to make my own. There was something so irresistible in viewing and sharing such obscene material.
Overtime, I grew desensitized with fluffies to the point of trying to share them with my real life friends and other social links. I thought I could find people who would share these same dark fascinations with me. But I gone too far. I allowed myself to revel in the idea of exposing unwilling people to inappropriate stuff. In all honesty, I was exhilarated to see young people’s first reactions to fluffies and that is why what I did is unforgivable.
I was being emotionally selfish and that is not an excuse for me to hide behind and defend what I did. I deeply apologize for my lack of foresight and I understand if any of you do not forgive me.
As of right now, I am going to leave this community for an indefinite period of time because I cannot forgive what I have done. I ask that any mod who sees this to please ban this account as to prevent me from ever touching it again.
Although it is no longer up to me to decide, I hope that my previous post stays up as to show how stupid and egregious I was, and as a permanent reminder as to why I must leave this community.
Thank you to those who critiqued my actions and opened my eyes. Thank you to those who read and supported the work I had posted in the past. I hope for this community to continue thriving.
I have done this to myself, and I accept that I must face the consequences. Farewell and goodbye.
EDIT: LMAO. Just kidding, I meant none of this. I regret nothing I did because it was funny as fuck. Fuck you all, I’m still gonna be on here.