John and Bella Chapter 7 part 2
Your Bella, and you’re sleeping soundly in your bed. You’ve hated being a no leg fluffy for as long as you can remember, but ever since john, the best dad ever, brought you home, you’ve been learning to be okay with it. He makes you feel loved, safe and cared for. You had no idea what those feelings even were until you met him.
You’ve been working really hard to be a good fluffy for daddy. You have to, otherwise maybe he won’t love you anymore! and if daddy doesn’t love you, what’s the use of even being awake? If daddy didn’t love you anymore, you’d wanna take the worst forever sleepies ever.
Just yesterday, you and daddy had a talk about daddy going to work. You didn’t understand super well, but you knew that meant daddy would be gone for a bit. but that’s okay, because he has to be gone to take care of you sometimes. It didn’t make sense, but it didn’t have too. Arguing with daddy could be very bad, and you didn’t wanna risk anything.
That night, before you went to bed, you thought really hard about what you would do tomorrow while daddy was gone. You could watch fluff tv, smell your pretty smelling blankie things, or who knows what else! i’m sure tomorrow will be a great day! every day is a great day when you have a daddy like yours.
Then, it came.
You woke up. Usually when you wake up, daddy is playing his video games or making breakfast or just going about his quiet, secluded life. But today, the house felt empty. your bowl was filled kibble and water, the tv was on… but where’s daddy?
“oh bestest daddeh! whewe awe yu?” You called out in a high pitched, cheerful tone, excited to soon be in his presence before he goes to work.
A couple of tiny forevers passed and daddy still wasn’t here, and you couldn’t even hear him.
“oh… Oh daddeh! Hewwo! is me, Bewwa! Yu fwuffy! Whewe awe yu siwwy daddeh?” You asked, waiting for daddy to jump out and surprise you at any moment!
Wait he’s… He’s still not here? Okay, now you’re just getting worried!
“Daddeh! Bewwa miss yu! Whewe awe yu daddeh? Nu wub bewwa nu mowe?..”
Yes! That’s it! You must’ve been a bad, dummy fluffy! You’re daddy finally left you like the smarty you knew he was!
You began to choke up and cry, eventually working up to a hysterical sob.
You had it all. For the first, and only time ever, you had it all and more than you could ever hope for. You knew what life had in store for fluffies like you. You knew, almost from birth it seemed like, that you were different. You knew your mommy wouldn’t like your fur, and you knew your horn looked scary with your wings.
But you finally had it, what every fluffy dreamed of! You had the housie, the nestie, the huggies and love, even sketties and fluff tv! You, can you believe it? The dummie, no leggie, poopie, too little baby had it all!
Then daddy came to his senses. And he left you, all alone. To die from a broken heart.
You began screaming, crying, and in the fit of pure, raw, cathartic emotion, you get so sick. You vomit, all over yourself. then the poopies came, and the uncontrollable pissing due to fear. All of this, it just made you cry and scream more.
Things can’t get any worse. You made bad poopies and peepees. You covered all your food, water and bed with sickie wawas. Your daddy left cause he hates you, AND meanie munstah daddy was right.
No one could ever love you.
And no one, no one at all, will.
You remember him for the first time in a while. How he took your legs, how he gave you a home and for many forevers, treated you like you were the best fluffy ever. He even gave you such a pretty name. But the things he did were still unspeakable.
Throughout all of this, you felt yourself slipping. You began to drift in and out of what might’ve been a wakie sleepy picture of you, being a happy, brand new talking baby with a momma who loves you. Then, jolting suddenly back to being a little not baby anymore. You’re confused… You don’t understand it, and it’s scaring you even more.
Oh? What’s that sound? Is that daddy coming home in his vroom vroom munstah?
Nope, it was the big scary men coming in, and it made you scream and cry worse. They didn’t stay very long after they saw you.
But then, yay! it’s your bestest daddy! he DOES still love you! He DOES still wanna give you a home and huggies and-
and why’s he yelling?
Oh no.
Oh you made daddy so mad.
You kept saying things you didn’t even mean to say, they just came out! But this hasn’t happened since you were just a little baby!
You missed him so much you forgot about work and the talk you two had… Now he gave you a meanie bath and put you in the sorry box.
Now you’re here. Crying. Scared, confused, and hopeless.
Whatever happens from here isn’t gonna be good.
“jus huuhuu jus wanted daddeh huuu huu… wan… wan…” you croaked out
“wan die” you whispered