Abuse with real world logic
Be average abuser oc
live alone in an apartment complex and live to see fluffies suffer
this isn’t exactly common
not that many people like em but they tend to just want em gone
you want to see them suffer and devote every single second of your day to it
mainly because life isn’t fair to you
so why should it be fair to anyone else
so you need someone to take out on
the problem was that real humans and even other animals ran the chance of getting hurt
and you weren’t exactly brave
like at all
you and a few other people on various forums said you were on a crusade
but that was bullshit
fluffies could barely survive outside cities
they could barely survive as ferals in them
at most they caused a bit of damage to low lying crops
but even stuff like corn was mostly safe from them
at most they were an annoyance like rats or pigeons
so really you were just justifying the way you got your jollies in the same way incels use saving the white race as an excuse to get laid
but that wasn’t true
you were an ubermensch
compared to tiny pissing shitting mutant horses
you look in the bag to see two innocent purple eyes beaming at you
”Wub nyu daddeh.”
Little shitrat doesn’t expect a thing as you lift it up
a wicked grin plastering your face as you put it on the kitchen counter
this would be quick and easy like the last time
just a few light slashes
pretend it was an accident
make it feel guilty
and then the screaming would begin
you picked up the knife going in from behind
BANG BANG BANG
there’s someone at the door
you’re startled and drop the knife causing the fluffy to cry out and leap off the table with a shriek
though it’s leg isn’t in good condition the thing is bolting towards the edge
trying desperately to get off the counter as it Huus and huffs
and for a brief moment it flies,
it screams
and it crashes
forming a pile of brains on the floor
it’s legs twitching as it’s nervous system gave out one last hurrah as brains and blood leaked on the floor
you grit your teeth
this wasn’t fair
THIS WAS’NT FAIR
you were supposed to have fun!
and the little shitrat managed to kill itself in under a minute
but you had so many things planned
this wasn’t supposed to happen
why did the universe have to be so cruel to you?
you grumbled as you approached the door
probably some pathetic faggy hugboxer
trying to ruin your fun
you’d show them
tell em that fluffies had no rights and it was perfectly legal to do what you did
and they should just accept it
you prepared your best scowl only to be met with your landlord
if you had matured beyond south park and family guy you would’ve compared him to Carl from Athf
but you didn’t so you never really made the connection
“You got a shitrat in there?”
You smile he hates them too
”Yes sir, I was going to gouge it’s eyes out and make it squeal.”
he looks at you like you announced you were about to shit in the sink
“Not in my fucking building! Half the tenants can’t fucking sleep from the goddamn screams!”
you put on your best smirk
”Don’t worry they won’t be alive for long?”
He huffs even angrier
”That don’t matter if you’re bringin em in every week!”
you’re a little afraid and put on your best psycho smirk like on tv
god Hannibal lecter was so cool/
”So what, it’s not like you can evict me, It’s a toy not an animal.”
He leans in closer causing you to automatically back up
”Maybe but that don’t mean I can’t kick you out for a noise violation!”
you nod, your bravado broken
”I don’t even know why I rent to you…” he mutters turning around
”Dead end job, no motivation, always pay late and your only aspiration is to play bdsm with retarded horses!”
that hurt
it was true
you’d given up on advancing past your job at Target
just figured you’d use the money your parents gave you
It wasn’t your fault education and getting a career didn’t interest you
your parents wanted you to use that money for education
you never did
but they gave it to you
and you deserved it
but the assholes are lowering your stipend as you continue to not come up with results
so now you’re waiting for em to die and retire early
you know they’d still have you in their will
“A-lright sir.”
you stammer out as your fear holds back your anger
you hear, panting and sobbing,
it’s alive
you grin
today wasn’t so bad after all
you try and close the door but he jams his hand in
“Oh no you don’t.”
Your landlord has now barged into your house
is this even legal?
maybe
maybe not
he walks over and gasps at your apartment’s condition
blood stains
shit stains
bags of snack food
Chinese takeout boxes
and one adult mare bleeding on the floor alive
”JESUS FUCK!”
he says
”This is why I kill them s-sir, they’re disgusting.”
you give a weak grin
”You’re one to talk! This place is a fuckin dump? I mean do you even fucking clean? Technically I ain’t even supposed to allow shitrats into this building and this is why!”
you nod
how could he not see you were doing the world a favor as you walk towards the fluffies
”Only fucking psychos and dumbass hippies have em too.” He says to no one in particular
you guess you are the former as you are about to crush it’s leg
he turns and gasps
”Woah woah woah! Not in my apartment!”
fine you’ll do it outside
but it’s so cold
you wanna be comfortable and cozy when you do it
you don’t wanna be cold and miserable
they were supposed to be miserable not you
”I want you to throw that thing out right the fuck now, in the dumpster outside.”
you nod hoping you can trick the fat greasy fuck
”And don’t try any of that weird shit, cause I’ll be fucking watching.”
staring out your window at the dumpster he wants you to use
you sigh as the fluffy starts to bawl it’s speech slurred
”why chirp huuwties.”
god you hate these things
”And another thing afterwards you better clean the fucking dryers! They’re covered in horse shit because of what you did yesterday!”
but that was so fun
couldn’t their laundry just wait
why did the world have to be so.what’s a good way to say it
not cruel
apathetic
they didn’t hate things they just annoyed them
fluffies annoyed them, war annoyed them, you annoyed them
no burning passion to hurt
just walking vacuums of fucks to give
the mare continues to cry and plead with you as you walk down the stairs and into the snow
you tell it that it’s been bad, that it deserves to die even if it’s too far gone by this point
you talk about how it’s the mare’s fault that this happened to you
it was never your fault
can’t be
your enjoyment was paramount right?
right?
the sadist always wins in dark adult stories?
and life was dark and adult!
survival of the fittest baby
you thought consoling yourself as you thought about a future or past you missed where all your fantasies could come true
of course there was no guarantee you’d come out on top but you weren’t thinking about that
the fluffy is still wriggling as you open the lid, the smell of the dumpster starting to wince as it begins to cry
”Nu wan sowwy boks! Fwuffy sowwy!”
over and over
you drop it and slam the lid
the thing’s cries echoing as you walk away
calling out for love
for companionship
things you deserved not it!
you deserved them!
selfish little ingrates
you hate this and you hate the cold
the icy breeze is stinging your nose
god you just want to be warm and comfy at home
in bed jacking off
playing your games
but nooo
fucking fat sheep told you to clean up
just as you reach the stairs you hear a noise
”Whewe speciaw fwiend?”
this must be the mare’s mate
you can’t see him that well but he seems to be a unicorn
you walk over bracing yourself against the cold and the mare’s pathetic cries
you aren’t sure what you’re going to do
going to have to improvise
you like knives
using your fists isn’t as fun
and sometimes it hurts a bit
you see a broken bit of glass
perfect
you gesture over to him
”Hey little fluffy, want some nummehs.”
the stallion cocks his head as you reach for the sliver
”Mistah, knu weah speciaw fwend am?”
you nod as he approaches
so stupid
so trusting
you grab the shard ready to strike
and you’re in pain
”Shit!”
you cry out tears stinging your eyes as the clear glass shard is covered in red
the stallion runs off into the night
this wasn’t supposed to happen
you weren’t supposed to be hurt?
why was life so unfair to you?
why?!
why?!!
you scream and curse
somewhere in the city zoo a siamang is absentmindedly banging the leg of a fluffy softly on the ground
it feels moved to scream for entirely different reasons
if those can be classified as reasons at all…