You are odis
You can’t really do much of anything
Everyday is filled with things that are loud, bright and scary
but your daddy loves you
Your Daddy does his best
to make things
Less loud
Less bright
Less scary
The fuzzy things daddy puts in your ears makes things less loud
The happy hat makes things less bright
Being with daddy makes things less scary
You give daddy all the snuggles you can muster
You don’t remember much from before daddy found you
You remember being cold and scared
You remember crying for mamma over and over again
You cried until you talkie place hurt
It hurt so much
But you kept crying
You kept crying because
If you stopped crying mama would never find you
You were so tired
So hungry
So cold
Your bottom stung from sitting in your own pee and poop for what seemed like an eternity
You heard footsteps
With all your remaining strength
You let out the loudest cries you could
The pain in your talkie place
Was unbearable
But the hope
The hope that mamma had finally come back
gave you the strength to push past the pain
You feel yourself
Lift off the cold hard ground
Something soft and warm is wrapped around you
Whatever lifted you off the ground was taking you somewhere
You hoped wherever you going was as warm as the thing wrapped around you
You hear a series of strange sounds and suddenly everything is warm
Something is placed between your lips
You begin to suckle
A familiar taste fills your mouth
It’s milk
Nice
warm
milk
It had been so long since you last had it
You’d almost forgotten how good it felt to you tummy
You didn’t know who had given you the milk
But you would love them forever
Once you finished the milk
You feel something wipe your bottom
And peepee
You instinctually let out a “peep”
Upon feeling this alien sensation
You notice something almost immediately
The stinging pain was still there but it was a lot less than it was before
For the moment you were safe
The heaviness of sleep washes over you
You no longer had to fight through the pain
You slept for… well you don’t really know but it felt like a long time
The voice of whoever was feeding you soon became the most soothing thing to you
You know it wasn’t mamas voice
You decided it must be your daddy
The next thing you remember was your see places opening for the first time
The light stung your see places at first
But very soon the stinging stopped
The first thing you see clearly is
Daddy
From then on you made it your mission to give daddy as many snuggles as you can muster
Because daddy deserves it
He deserves all the love in the world
Daddy carries you around in a…
Well you don’t know what it is exactly
But it keeps you close to daddy’s chest
Daddy takes you everywhere
It doesn’t matter where you go
as long as you are with daddy
Everything is fine
The next thing you remember
Is the new milk
It tastes different but a good kind of different
And the new milk makes your tummy happy for longer
Daddy calls the new milk
Kibble slushy
The next thing you remember is
Brother
Daddy calls him atlas
Atlas loves you just like daddy
You vaguely remember some other fluffies
But atlas is the one you spent the most time with
One day daddy brought you to a new house and you meet rootbeer
You remember rootbeer a lot better than because she somehow loves you more than atlas does
Something about rootbeer makes you a little uncomfortable she has both wings and a horn
A voice inside your thinky place tries to tell you rootbeer is a monster
No that can’t be right
The voice keeps telling you over and over again that rootbeer is a monster
You get very mad at the voice and decide not to listen to it
Eventually the voice fades into the background
A the uncomfortable feeling goes with it
Things get a little fuzzy after that
The next thing you remember
Is Zoey
Zoey takes care of you right now
You don’t know why daddy can’t do it right now
But he comes by every morning and night to see you
You can’t explain why but somehow you know that one day daddy will be with you all the time again
But until then
You can’t really do much of anything
Everyday is filled with things that are loud, bright and scary
but zoey loves you
Zoey does her best to make the world
Less loud
Less bright
Less scary
And for right now you will give her all the snuggles you can muster