What's in it for You? Why do you come back to fluffies?

I never expected this topic to be made. Also, it was made at a rather inconvenient time for me, and I’ll have to keep my first reply short.

Our stories aren’t that different @Virgil - I too came to learn about the fandom during covid times. And like @anon9416460 I prefer hugbox. ANd much like @RoseTea it was the discovery of hugbox, especially of @Carpdime 's Avocado that made me want to stay further, and learn more about fluffies.

So I dug in. And then, I discovered some interesting things. Some people said that fluffies were made “to troll bronies” but as I dug up the origins of fluffies, I came to realize that the origin of fluffies was directly tied to the early start in the MLP:FiM fandom, of which I was and still am a part of. I actually have spoken to Mixxermike and Art-anon at least once, and I knew that Skoon was one of the artists on FiMchan. I know Kloudmutt, who had some of his art on flufyfbooru.

As to what keeps me in fluffies, its something that I’ve talked about regularly with different people, whether its Carp, @father_dan_the_man , or recently with @PeppermintParchment . As of now, I still want to write and finish my Sam Adams Guide and Avocado. The former because I do think the efforts of hugboxers and neutralboxers who put in a lot of content and effort into fluffies matters. The latter because, well, I like the guy. I could go on about Avocado, but that’s a different story.

But then the question would be - what makes fluffies so interesting to you? And that’s where I would differ from the abusers, and even the sadboxers. Also, and even though I have a hugbox-ish stance, I do believe in the need to go beyond just it.

To me, fluffy ponies work as a form of speculative fiction. Back on fluffybooru, Ferroter once compared the fluffy ponies to the balde runner universe and the thing is, blade runner was not just science fiction, but also speculative fiction. I think thats an angle that should be explored or worked with more when it comes to fluffies. Sure, there has to be some limitations (if fluffies were too all-powerful it would lose the point) but I think there is grounds for exploring interesting ideas, especially with welfare and the rights (or lack thereof) of hypothetical sentient beings. Having spoke to whelk before, I’ve enjoyed both the domestic fluffy living a comfortable existence, loyal to its master, and the feral fluffy, living free in the wild and away from human bondage.

I think that more can be done to look into what makes our fandom unique from our MLP origins, and what we can bring to others. Its a reason why I’ve written stories like Wan Pway and the Fluffspeak nation series, and also why I’ve been putting a lot of effort into my recent Russia story. I think fluffies can offer a lot more to others, provided we can look past the abuse and suffering.

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YEP.

(Clearly not citing a degenerate parody of Ace Attorney, because I am not a degenerate who watches such filth. No I know nothing of a clown girl your honor pls spare me)

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We are all degenerates around here.

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I found this place though TheClick much like many people here, and curiosity just led to more and more scrolling on the subreddit. And that led to an entire rabbit hole and eventually me ending up with my own characters and stories.

My first idea was a knock-off of the 2020 elections with Fluffy!Trump and Fluffy!Biden but was shot down by the people in the sub as it probably wasn’t the best timing for it. However that interaction led to my other creations that are in my catalogue on reddit and here!

Back in 2018(? I think?) I landed myself in the hospital due to a pelvic injury that went septic, the doctors even said that if we had waited another day to go to the ER I would have died. I was a competitive Irish Dancer at the time and now I’m terrified to go back due to the possibility of injuring myself again.

I find that Fluffies are a way to vent my trauma and emotions safely without harming myself or others. I’ve even met people I can call friends! The daily serotonin boost is a very nice bonus as well. I don’t think that if I had the chance to go back and change my decision to join this place I would, I enjoy this community, and I really do enjoy everything here.

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I personally came from a place of pain, apathy and confusion. My life felt like it was falling apart and I just hit rock bottom, where I existed as a husk for everyone’s pleasure, but mine.

Kicked out of the house by my mother, jobless, desperate for a purpose at first.

My bf at the time was the only thing keeping me together, as I was slowly descending into complete isolation to self-retrospect. He was the one to find a place for me to live, so I lived with his friend for a while.

Work, stagnation, daily exhausting routine, loneliness and just rotting. I only existed in the range from nothingness to a breakdown, with an occassional comfort of my bf’s arms. Youtube, alcohol and art were my only escapes from reality at that time.

To be brief - I learned too late about one of my old drinking buddies drowning in the sea, so I couldn’t even attend his funeral. A few months later, my bf breaks up with me, because I couldn’t even be there for him when he needed me the most. I tried flirting with one girl, but she dumped me. 2 weeks after a breakup my ex is in a new relationship, which broke me. Spent months in grief, heartbreak and desperate need for any sort of affection.

And a few months after some recovery, via one of my comfort youtubers OneTopic I find The Click on Youtube. Through The Click I find the subreddit. Now, just so you know, when I was a teen I drew a bunch of MLP gore, so seeing fluffies getting ripped apart was the funniest shit to me. After I binge-watched all Click’s videos on the FC, I stopped for a second.

“… What if I check it out?”

I browsed through the reddit on my own, fascinated by other people’s creations on there. And then I thought to myself:
“Huh… Would be funny if I drew something as well, shall I?”

So I drew this little fella, asking people for ideas and suggestions

Aaaand it went downhill from here lol

People enjoyed my art so much that I was dragged into a Discord server, where I started truely interacting with the community. I finally felt something beyond what I felt so far - fun, excitement, will to create, genuine laughter, appreciation, a sudden rush of… happiness.

Then I started talking to Virgil and we fell in love after a short while. That… That was all I really needed at this time.

This community brought me back to life. I found so many friends, people I can call family, as well as my sweetheart… And I’m tearing up as I’m writing this. The only thing I hate about this community is the occassional drama and the very minority of assholes here and there, but this is miniscule compared to the wonderful people that have gathered here :heart:

So when you see me write “wub you” in every post I make… I mean it. I fucking love you all so much that I can’t even properly express it. Aaand there it goes, I’m all in tears now hahah

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I love fluffies because the give me something interesting to write about. It was the large amount of lore that bled through the cracks alongside the biotoys themselves that really caught my eye. I enjoyed taking in ideas and finding a way to sort of make them my own without going against the spirit of the core concept.

The only things I hate about fluffies are the weird bouts of outrage people have about a fictional species and the overly edgy people the fandom tends to attract. Fluffies are for fun, regardless of whatever box(es) you call home. It can be really fun to talk about differing headcanons but don’t let a conversation become an argument. As for the edgy folks, don’t take it the wrong way, as I call many of them friend around here. But in a fandom where nearly all interactions are nothing more than text on a screen, You are your words. Always remember that there are people on the other end of what you say and take a few seconds to think about what you post.

In all honesty, I find writing and enjoying content about fluffies to be very therapeutic. I, like many people who call this site home, have my own trauma to deal with. And despite being such a strange medium, fluffies have been very helpful in purging some negative emotions while also creating some content for others to enjoy.

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Best of all is that we can all bond over ( the suffering) of retarted little rat horsies.
One of the strangest things to bond over for sure.
But you are a wonderfull bunch of loonies.

Let me be the first one on here to tell you that i’m glad to know you are still with us.

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I’m in that weird neutral spot where I very much enjoy hugboxing and the idea of caring for them… But there is something just so damn cathartic about kicking the absolute shit out of a Smarty. No mercy for the spoiled little shit.

Only good fluffies get love. Smarties get nothing but hurties.

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YES !
…ahem
That’s mostly how i feel, smarties should get the shit kicked out of them.

But there is something about chirpy babies and dancing babies that sets of my cute aggression too.

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Cute aggression sometimes gets the better of me too, but not nearly as often as the seething rage I feel for a smarty being demanding, or even hurting other, better fluffies. Those little shit rags deserve every last bad thing that happen to them.

Also, “bestest babbeh” syndrome, which leads into smarty syndrome. Hoo boy.

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I know exactly where you are coming from.
i loath smarties.
But there are also good smarties ones that are actually smart ( for a fluffy) and smarty is just a term for leader for them.
@FallenAngel007 has a great comic with an actual good smarty.

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IRL experience with animals, i grew up in a city near a lotta farmland, loads of horses.
As a young kid i just loved to see horses, even socializing a bit near the fence, friendly petting and such.
Dogs, i hated dog’s as a young one, just a playfull but bad aimed bite from the dog and dumbass me who didn’t know how to keep fingers safe.
Years later i did learn a few tips and tricks on the horsestable i worked for, since then i liked dogs also, sadly for me the horsestable moved up north, beyond reasonable traveltime from where i live.
And Fluffies? I consider them cartoon-versions of the real thing, and in cartoons, there’s just more possible story-wise. Just as long as i don’t confuse reality with cartoons; some fellow users already caught me telling the difference between fiction and non-fiction, luckily i haven’t annoyed anyone, yet.

A fucking autistical burn-out, that was my mindset back in summer 2021, i hated my job as a gardener, not the gardening itself, but the new company policies and the fucking macho culture between co-workers, it’s a goddamn miracle i stayed until just a month
or what ago, yet another fucking burn-out; that’s where i decided to fuck off, and search for a better job.
Anyhoo, during that first burn-out, i had some time to waste, and encountered TheClick on youtube, with some vids of this community; his voice is so fucking adorable for a fluffy!
I always loved horses, and cartoons about horses are nice, but MLP;FIM ain’t close enough for the real thing for me; i mean, why doesn’t Rainbow Dash fertilize Apple Jacks apple-trees as a favour or sumtin?

So, that’s how i ended up up here on fluffycommunity, and luckily i made a new start finding a better job, i found something near where i grew up.
My mental health is getting better, but i try not to cheer to early, gotta keep real.

And hey @Virgil , i was wondering: do you remain active here on FC, now you stepped down as our, at least my favourite tyrant ;-)?

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This one is kinda complicated for me. Initially I joined this community because of cute aggression and to cope with my more violent thoughts about myself. (Not saying this is bad but I’m just being blunt here.) But then I like spiraled mentally and had to leave…and now I’m back in the community again. I’m doing much better and feel much more like myself than I did when I first joined. But now I just can’t personally draw abuse anymore. I get way more fulfillment out of creating something that’s fun to me or others. Also I was the black sheep/outcast growing up. I never had normal friends and I’ve never been normal myself. So I don’t know why adult me would try making normal friends. I’ll just make them here. lol.

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Well that’s good to hear lets keep it that way eh ?

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I legit will try my hardest to keep doing well and do better. Mainly cause of my kiddos and Hubby but also because I enjoy creating and mentally unwell me couldn’t even draw without crying.

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I know it is hard, but I think you should work on giving less of a fuck what those people think.

You’ll sleep better.

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Yeah, there’s a major difference between a good, smart fluffy… And a hellgremlin smarty.

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Most smarties are hellgremlins, which in turn makes then easier to dislike and justifies the abuse.

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For me fluffies have a cathartic appeal because I was a victim of abuse by an unpredictable, raging alcoholic parent with BPD, who basically treated me exactly like a fluffy. Would set me up to fail specifically so they could abuse me, and use my suffering as catharsis for thier own unresolved childhood traumas.

So instead of repeating the cycle and abusing other children or abusing myself, it comes out in fluffy media instead. It unfortunately speaks to me on a personal level. Even though I don’t have direct experience with the horrific shit (I was never randomly vivisected or suffered amputation for talking back, for example), it still resonates on an emotional level, the helplessness, the humiliation, the projection of others’ pain that they themselves refuse to deal with. In a world or system that refused to see or give a shit about me, that saw me as invisible, disposable property.

I also still deal with quite a bit of self hatred on the level of: if so many people saw it happening and did nothing to help a literal child, I must just be fucking evil then. And also the frustration of dealing with the physical/neurological affects that make life hell. I destroy fluffies/consume fluffy abuse instead of harming myself. It’s things I WISH I could do to myself for not being good enough.

I am pretty far in the healing process, but it also means that I’m unearthing a lot of repressed memories, a lot of ‘oh wait, it gets worse’ moments, and having this outlet has been an incredible tool for keeping myself safe, and sane, and having a place to acknowledge and express that these frustrations of mine are valid, of course I’d want to mutilate myself if my body did something dumb again that kept me from functioning in normal society, of course I’d feel enraged by small childlike things behaving in ways that would have gotten me beaten because it feels like an invitation for a predatory angry adult to march in and ruin everyone’s life for a week straight, of course, of course.

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This probably means fuck all, because I am nothing more then a random stranger on the internet but I really do hope things will get better for you.
And what ever happened to you as a child it was never ever your fault.

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