22/10/20xx [MON] | Day Nine
I was told to maintain the same level of details in my journal entry as Grem grem said that she would need it to identify problem areas in the future.
No journal entry for yesterday because of the party and I was so tired after we came home, but wow Uphie was definitely different after we pretended to replace her. She was very quiet the whole time. Prie too. Prie did not say anything, just rested by her mother’s side. As expected, it was hard to remove Veve as well. Even though the old Fluffy carrier was a lot less comfy than the ECC and much more so than her own box bed, Veve refused to leave her mummah, so I let Veve spend the night in the carrier with Uphie and Prie.
I actually felt kind of bad and made it up to Veve today. Told my little baby that I was sorry for how I acted yesterday and that a scary munstah took over me. Veve forgave me and began trusting me enough to let me put her back in her space on the table, so that was good. Still not sure if I’m doing the whole Veve thing anymore, because I actually felt a little guilty about the whole thing, plus I’m not sure how it will affect Uphie. After how much work they all put, I would feel very guilty if I managed to somehow undo it.
It was a public holiday today. Everyone was still here and we were still working on the Uphie thing, but this time I was prepared. After the party yesterday, we went to town and I bought a lot of groceries and today I made sure to really cook a feast for my darling trio. I made sure to cook a lot of different stuff, like a lot of stuff, but at the same time, it really didn’t shake away that feeling of guilt.
Lize and Hanny left in the morning to pick up the Work Wagon, and Grem grem helped me with Uphie. I am actually kind of proud at how scared Uphie was of Grem grem, clearly “Gwasses mummah” was such a scary figure to the pig rat. Like if I told Uphie there would be back talk, but Grem grem just gave her an option of Pain Button or Scary Box, and she merely whimpered Pain Button, without any resistance. She even willing pushed the button. It still clearly hurt as she was crying and soiled her diapers, but she kept pressing it. I have to admit, I was kind of impressed, as despite her cowardice, she actually got up to thirty two by noon time. Sure quote was fifty, but Grem grem said we were scraping the quota system, and the boys came back with the modified Work Wagon.
The modified Work Wagon was quite amazing. Hans and Alize installed some metal pole in the middle of Uphie’s space and attached the Work Wagon to the metal pole with an elastic rope. This was to limit the space that the Work Wagon took up. Hanny’s friend modified the wheels on to be smaller than the original to make it easier to turn the Work Wagon. He had also purposely made the wheels on the right side smaller than the left side, causing the Work Wagon to tilt slightly and with the rope added, it really limited movement with Uphie only able to pull the Work Wagon in circular clockwise fashion.
More importantly was the modification to the rest alarm mechanic. No more were the days of the loud blaring alarm that tried to make Uphie move by annoying her to death, and me as well. Instead that rest alarm mechanic had been repurposed to instead activate a shock collar. A shock collar that Uphie would be forced to wear at all times. A far more effective motivator, hitting Uphie with a powerful yet non-lethal zap every time she rested for too long.
There was also the case of the Work Wagon harness. It used to be that during Uphie’s lunch break and end of day, I had to go in an manually remove the harness, but Hanny’s friend had modified the harness to automatically detach during the lunch period or end of day, with my only interaction being to strap the harness back on, so that she could continue working.
After lunch, Grem Grem installed some kind of alarm and camera in Uphie’s Fluffy carrier bed and she put some kind of box metal box near the Fluffy fence. She labelled the box: “Rent Box”. It was just some tin can with a camera and speaker attached. After that, Grem grem and I told Uphie about her new arrangement. It was something we discussed on Saturday. We got rid of the quota system and changed it to some kind of time table system. One that made things much more manageable for me.
08:30 – The Fluffy carrier alarm would immediately set off and the automatic feeder would immediately pour basic kibbles in the food bowl for breakfast.
09:30 – I would come in to take the Happy Coins from the rent box and strap Uphie to the Work Wagon. If Uphie was not ready by 09:40, I was to start the Work Wagon regardless. This would also turn on the shock collar, meaning that if Uphie did not want to spend the rest of the morning being shocked, she would have to push the Work Wagon, even if it was much harder than pulling.
12:30 – The Work Wagon would deactivate and had been programmed to say “Lunch Time”. If Uphie was strapped, the harness would be detached. The automatic feeder would pour basic kibbles in the food bowl to serve as lunch. We all decided two hours lunch break might be better for Uphie.
14:30 – I would come in to strap Uphie to the Work Wagon. If Uphie was not ready by 14:40, I was to start the Work Wagon regardless. The same conditions regarding the shock collar applied.
17:30 – The Work Wagon would deactivate and had been programmed to say “End of Day”. If Uphie was strapped, the harness would be detached. The automatic feeder would pour basic kibbles in the food bowl to serve as dinner. I was then required to pay Uphie (5) Happy Coins for her services and Uphie was now to enjoy her free time.
18:00 – The Rent Box would automatically announce “Rent Time” and Uphie was required to put (4) Happy Coins in the box. (3) Happy Coins for breakfast, lunch and dinner. (1) Happy Coin for rent. Uphie had two hours to put the (4) Happy Coins in the box. If she did not, I was to inform Grem grem.
The schedule sounded simple to me, but I really do not know if Uphie understood, as she kept saying “yes Gwasses mummah” to Grem grem and it looked more like she was say yes out of fear. However, as always practical experience would serve as the greatest teacher, so tomorrow would serve as the proper lesson.
We also stopped the whole Uphie diaper thing. Instead Uphie and Prie were free to relieve themselves as they pleased, but now Uphie was required to pay me (1) Happy Coin for cleaning services. Kind of like that show on the Fluffy TV channel: “Using the Litterbox by WS” except now it was you are free to make bad poopies where ever you want, but you have to pay me if you wanted them gone. Grem grem says some problems may arise depending on how stubborn Uphie was, but this seems to be the best option for reduced interaction, beyond that expensive waste bag surgery.
Well anyways. We put the shock collar on Uphie and she spent the afternoon pulling the Work Wagon. She definitely got acquainted with the shock collar as there was a lot of pained screams and a lot of shit on the floor around the Work Wagon area. She even managed to make perfect brown circles using her feces and the wheels of the Work Wagon. It would have been a beautiful work art if it was not so disgusting. At 17:30 the harness detached automatically, and like clockwork the feeder automatically poured kibbles into the feeding bowl. I actually thought that it was really cool, but also kind of dsytopian-esque, like a window into the workings of a hyper-capitalist society.
At 18:00 the Rent Box announced Rent Time and at 18:30 I found (4) Happy Coins in the box. I also noticed that Uphie had taken to hiding her (1) Happy Coin in saving. From the Fluffy carrier camera, I saw Uphie hide the (1) Happy Coin under her towel bed. I wonder if she was trying to hide it from me, so that I could not take it like when Prie shat on my slipper. If it was, well at least it shows that Uphie was learning. Aside from that. Did not really interact with the Fluffies today. I was more focused on Lize, Grem Grem and Hanny. Tomorrow we’ll see if things have changed for Uphie.
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23/10/20xx [Tue] | Day Ten | Uphie savings: (1) Happy Coin.
Found one problem with the alarm. It was bothering Veve too. I came into the safe room at 08:45, just after the alarm went silent and found Veve crying. It was so cute. She had her head buried into Keke and when she saw me, she started saying some scary noise woke her up. It was so funny, but at the same time I did feel a little bad, as the alarm was not meant for her. Hanny suggested sound proofing Veve’s bed, but I don’t know how to do that, so I asked if I could let Veve sleep in my bedroom.
Grem grem didn’t say anything against it, so I guess it is fine? Anyways more on that later, as around the same time, Prie came out of the Fluffy carrier and she told me that there was a loud noise and demanding I stop it. Of course the alarm wasn’t ringing, so I said I didn’t hear anything. That really frustrated her and the little turd kept screaming insults at me. I ignored her and was more concerned about Uphie, because even at 09:00, Uphie had yet to leave the Fluffy carrier.
I looked inside and found Uphie very much awake and very much depressed. I asked if she was going to eat breakfast before work, but Uphie just looked down and cried. She asked for hugs, so I told her (2) Happy Coins and well she just broke down in tears so I just removed the Happy Coins from the Rent Box and left her. More importantly, she was still in the Fluffy carrier at 09:40, so I activated the Work Wagon and let the shock collar do its work. From the safe room cameras I found Uphie pushing the Work Wagon at around 10:00. So yeah the shock collar was definitely an effective motivator when it came to working.
I already talked to Grem grem about this, so I might as well put it on the journal, but I kind of got a little bored at work and though Fluffy interaction was supposed to be limited to only the safe room, I actually got permission to bring Veve to my home office and play with her while I worked. Veve really helped to reduce my stress and relieve my boredom. My little stress toy. Mainly just poked her randomly while she played with her toys, it was so fun watching her confusion and pretending not to know who poked her.
At 12:30, it was was Uphie’s lunch break, but I guess the shock collar really traumatized her, because she refused to leave the Work Wagon’s side. I told Uphie to eat lunch or pulling the Work Wagon would be really hard and then life would be really painful for her. She practically bolted for the feeding bowl, leaving behind a trail of shit like an old car with an oil leak. I came back at 14:30 and she quickly ran next to the Work Wagon. It occurred to me that the concept of time was probably foreign to her, so I think she is using me as a point of reference for knowing when she had to work or not, so I need to be diligent as well if I want to maintain schedule.
17:30 was end of day. Veve was tuckered out. I guess because I did not really let her nap. Kept poking her secretly. She didn’t get mad at me, but I felt kind of bad, and the minute I put her in her bed she passed out. I put Veve in my bedroom, so she wouldn’t wake to that Fluffy carrier alarm, then I went into the safe room to give Uphie her Happy Coins and found just sitting next to the Work Wagon. I told Uphie that she did not have to work until next bright time. God. I was already reverting to Fluffy speak with her.
Found another problem. After I told Uphie that she did not have to work until the next bright time, I saw her head into the Fluffy carrier. I didn’t think much about it until 18:30ish when I realized that she did not pay for food and rent. I kept monitoring the Rent Box until 20:30, then I went in to check and found Uphie fast asleep with Veve. Even though Grem grem said to limit my interactions, I went ahead and woke Uphie up, telling her that if she was going to sleep early then she should put the Happy Coins, but Grem grem then suggested to only give (1) Happy Coin to Uphie and put the other (4) Happy Coins directly into the rent box while she was looking. I also turned off the Rent Box speaker to prevent confusion in the future.
I was more curious as to why Uphie slept so early, but realized it was because she worked with little to no rest. All the Fluffies were asleep. So nothing else to write about.
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24/10/20xx [Wed] | Day Eleven | Uphie savings: (2) Happy Coin.
So yeah putting Veve in my room was no better, as my alarm woke her up. Same thing. I woke up to find her crying and hugging Keke. It really was so adorable, but at the same time, it took some time to calm her down, so I really need to invest in a sound proof box. Lize offered, but I told him not to and checked the internet on how to make a sound proof Fluffy bed.
As for Uphie, found her up and sitting next to the Work Wagon at 08:40. I told her to go eat breakfast and at 09:30 I strapped her up for work. It is nice. She doesn’t resist and doesn’t complain. So peaceful. Truth was I really wasn’t focused on her, I was more focused on trying to solve the Veve morning alarm problem. Checked a couple of website and found different ways to make Veve’s sleeping situation more bearable.
I found one that consisted of putting a small cardboard box on top of the bed, with a small cut out for access in and out, then surrounding the cardboard box in pillows and stuffed friends. I spent the afternoon making it. I really do love working from home. I got one of those sturdy boxes, so I was able to pile a lot of pillows and stuffed friends around the box. It looked really makeshift, but Veve didn’t seem to mind it. I put a night light inside so it wasn’t so scary inside. Was really proud of it and sent some photos to my friends. Will have to see if it is really effective tomorrow.
Didn’t really interact with Uphie much, even though I spent quite some time in the safe room in the afternoon, but I did notice her glancing at me occasionally. She would keep her head down when I looked back at her and she made those annoying huhuhu noises. Oh but Prie really was a really nasty little shit today. I think the boredom finally got to Prie today, as she kept bothering her mummah today. She ran around Uphie while Uphie pulled the Work Wagon, saying “Mummah pway” over and over again.
It was really messing with Uphie’s flow and eventually Uphie exploded telling Prie to leave her alone as she was working. I thought that Prie would just run off quietly, but Prie actually threw a tantrum. She laid down right in front of Uphie and she began smacking the floor screaming “dummeh mummah! Pway wit Pwie nao!”, and Uphie could not move without risk of running her over with the Work Wagon, but then the shock collar started and clearly dealing with the pain was a higher priority, so Uphie actually smacked Pwie and sent the baby shit rat flying to the side. I actually snorted when I saw that and Pwie ran away into the carrier, a mess of tears and snot.
At 17:30. I gave Uphie her Happy Coins. Gave her the (1) Happy Coin in savings, put the other four in the Rent Box. Uphie didn’t say anything to me, but then she went into the Fluffy carrier and I could hear her try to talk to Prie. Turns out Prie was being hard to deal with, because Uphie came out of the carrier and came running to me, asking for help. I asked her what was wrong and she said that Prie didn’t want to talk to her even though she said sorry. Said Prie was being an annoying baby.
It actually felt satisfying to hear her frustration and I could totally relate, because she pulled the same shit on me. This was back when she was still my Fluffy, though fully grown. I was trying to work and she begged me to play with her. I told her that I was busy and she threw a tantrum. Actually now that I think about it, I actually did the same as her. I too got angry and she ran away and hid somewhere, then she refused to talk to me. It was satisfying seeing her failures during the moment, but now I realize that we really are the same. I have to wonder if her bad habits are my fault.
Thinking about it. The solution I gave her was the exactly the same way I would soothe Uphie’s tantrums. Bribery. I told Uphie that she had (3) Happy Coins. I didn’t give her the full pricing list, but told her that she could buy Prie either one ball or three blocks. Uphie went with the ball. So:
- (3) Happy Coins traded for (1) Ball.
Also Veve made mention that she missed her mummah. So I think I might need to ask Uphie to give Veve some huggies and wuv. I think I can properly use Happy Coins for this purpose, as Uphie really seems to recognize the importance of money now.
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25/10/20xx [Thur] | Day Twelve| Uphie savings: (0) Happy Coin.
The makeshift noise damper worked. Really proud of myself. Went into the safe room at around 08:40 and found Veve still asleep in her bed. I sent the photo to Lize, Grem grem and Hanny because I was so proud of it. As for Uphie, I found her eating her breakfast. She ran to the Work Wagon when she saw me though, so I told her to rest a bit and I would come back to strap her in later. I guess it was a good sign. She was getting into the groove of the work life and still no complaints.
However, there was some notable things to bring up today. Firstly was her work pace. She was moving rather sluggish today. It was not a comment on laziness. It just seemed that she really struggled to pull the Work Wagon today. Like she was definitely pulling, but it looked like she was having severe difficulty. After she finished working, I checked the Work Wagon wheels, but they were moving fine. So I’m not really sure what was going on. Maybe Uphie is just really tired. I guess she was still getting used to the Work Wagon.
Speaking of the Work Wagon. The area that Uphie worked was absolutely filthy. There was a layer of Fluffy feces in the Work Wagon area. I mean I can’t really blame her. Without the diaper, she has to hold her shit in for three hours while pulling a heavy cart, and one has to take in mind that she is a Shit Rat as well, but at the same time, it was disgusting and the smell was god awful. I was thinking of going back to the diaper thing, but Grem grem really made a point about little to no interaction. I haven’t brought this up to them yet. I want to see how this goes. Plus I’m worried that if I bring this up, one of them might come over and waste another weekend on my thing, and fecal matter feels like such a minor inconvenience anyways.
Oh this also brings up Prie. She proved to be quite the trouble maker today. I’m just going to say that Uphie has not properly house trained her. Again I can’t really blame her. It is hard to tell a foal how to make good poopies when you yourself are forced to make bad poopies, but damn Prie really shits everywhere. There are turd pellets everywhere in Uphie’s space, but that was nothing compared to the trouble Prie caused with that new ball of hers.
I guess it was kind of serious, but no one really got hurt. Basically I was looking in the camera and saw that Uphie tripped. I went in to check in on her and found her screaming in pain, because she had fallen and the shock collar was zapping her mercilessly. So I turned off the Work Wagon, giving her time to breath. It took her a few seconds to get on her hooves and the minute she stood up, she glared at Prie and began spewing every insult a Fluffy could say to a foal. I reviewed the safe room camera footage and saw that Prie was playing with the ball and she accidentally rolled it in front of Uphie, causing Uphie to trip.
So yeah it was kind of funny but at the same time I feel it could have led to a more serious accident if Uphie was unlucky. Anyways it won’t happen again, because the ball flew to Veve’s side of the safe room and I said I could not find it, so basically Prie lost her ball. Interestingly Uphie was extremely upset, not because of the accident, but rather because she recognized the ball was three Happy Coins she worked so hard for and Prie had immediately wasted it. Uphie was merciless, she took out all her frustrations on Prie, verbally abusing the foal nonstop after work.
I figured today was a good day to ask Uphie to give Veve some hugs and love. I know I’m not supposed to interact with Uphie much, but I gave her a bath, because I really didn’t want Veve getting affection from such a dirty mare, though I made sure to highlight to Uphie that I was only doing this for Veve. Of course, she was unhappy about that, but she still did her job and gave Veve a good hug, nuzzles and plenty of “Wub Gweenie Wewe.” I really don’t understand why she still calls Veve, Gweenie Wewe. Is it a resistant thing? She calls Prie, Pwie. Is it because I changed Veve’s name without her permission?
I dunno, but I could still see she was still resentful towards Veve. She was giving hugs, nuzzles and saying “wuv” but she was practically glaring at Veve while hugging the foal. That made me feel sour, but at least Veve was content, so I put Uphie back to her side of the safe room and gave her (1) Happy Coins for her trouble. It would also seems that Uphie had actually started listening to some of the stuff I said, because she then nudged that Happy Coin, plus the (1) Happy Coin she had in savings from today’s work shift, and said “Huggies am two Hwappy Cwoins”.
I would have been genuinely impressed if I still wasn’t feeling sour from her attitude towards Veve. I guess I really was the same though, cause here I was giving a hug to Uphie and I was barely able to contain my own disgust. Well I guess Uphie liked the hug either way, because she really tried to hold on tight when I pulled her off and when I put her back down on her side, she had tears in her eyes. I had expected her to demand more or throw a fit that it was over, but she simply said “Tank yu” and walked back to her Fluffy carrier. That was surprising.
Nothing else to note.
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26/10/20xx [Fri] | Day Thirteen| Uphie savings: (0) Happy Coin.
Veve had another uninterrupted rest today. My makeshift noise cancellation bed still doing good work.
Uphie completed her work shift without so much as a complaint, but I noticed that Uphie walks really slowly now. Not just when pulling the Work Wagon, but when leaving the Fluffy carrier and going to the feeding bowl, she walks really slowly. Like one hoof at a time. She doesn’t say anything about it, but I think this is a ploy. I think she is walking obnoxiously slow to exaggerate how tired she was, so the best choice was to just ignore her. As long as she did her work, she could be as obnoxious as she wanted.
Prie was really quiet and made no movement. Like really, really quiet. I thought Uphie killed her out of rage yesterday, but I checked the Fluffy carrier camera and found her lazing about. She occasionally changed positions, so she’s definitely alive. I guess she was sulking after yesterday. I asked Uphie about it, and she said that Prie was just being a “dummeh babbeh”.
I didn’t really touch Veve today, just let her play with her toys in her space. Was feeling a little stressed but found a new Fluffy to play with. Cute little herd of five feral Fluffies came knocking at the door. Definitely escapees from that Fluffy Sink facility. I managed to persuade them to go into my backyard, then I threw them all in the compost bin. Alive and untouched, well four of them at least. I took one Fluffy and had some fun with it. I found out that an adult Fluffy male could take up a total of twenty three marbles up its ass before its internals exploded.
I decided to make use of that sketti crack and fed it to the remaining Fluffies in the compost bin. I wanna see the long term effects and I have ten cans to get rid of. So yeah I guess another thing to do, but it’s a small game, so no big deal.
Also I’ve come to realize that cannibal Fluffy are seriously so cute. There’s this one Fluffy called Foxglove by some farmer called Lemoncurd, and they posted a day to day video and Foxglove is seriously the cutest. I kind of want to see if I can turn Veve into a cannibal Fluffy, but have no idea how to do that, so I guess I’ll have to research more, but maybe I can start feeding Veve the Fluffies from the compost bin. Maybe dice them up and mix them with the kibbles.
Nothing else special to note, except I was thinking about going with the weekend holiday thing.
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27/10/20xx [Sat] | Day Fourteen | Uphie savings: (1) Happy Coin.
My first weekend alone in a while. Surprisingly lonely, but unfortunately everyone had plans. Regarding Uphie, it occurred to me that Uphie would probably be considered a single mother living paycheck to paycheck. The kind who really couldn’t afford to rest. So 09:30 I came by to strap her up to the Work Wagon. It was fair to say that she didn’t remember what I said about Saturday and Sunday, because I found her sitting next to the Work Wagon when I came in. She was doing that slow walk thing still and actually complained today about her “weggies hab hurties”. I told her that she would get used to it, but I might need to consider giving her rest.
Regarding the state of her safe room what with all the filth. It was kind of funny actually now that I think about it, because I was looking at her mess in Uphie’s side and kind of freaking out because it had occurred to me that the waste probably didn’t bother Uphie, as she literally covered herself in shit back in the wild. It got me worried that she wouldn’t ever ask for clean up, but then Grem grem just casually messaged me about how everything was going and I told her the truth. Then she was like “try this” and casually sent me an instructional video on using Fluffies as tools of manipulation against other Fluffies.
So I followed that video and spent the whole morning in the safe room praising Veve for being a good Fluffy because she made good poopies and her side of the safe room was so cleaning. I highlighted how much I loved clean Fluffies instead of dirty poopie Fluffies. Veve was loving all the praise. It was probably more than what her real mother gave her, and well Uphie hated. She hated it so much that during lunch break, she came up to me said “Gweenie Wewe am dwity poopie babbeh”, but she then asked if I could clean her side of the safe room. I told her it was (1) Happy Coin, and though she was reluctant she gave it to me. So yeah I kind of wish I had brought this issue up to Grem grem earlier.
The cleaning itself wasn’t too hard. The special wax on the floor helped a lot I think, because I was able remove large chunks of solidified turd with a few scrapes from an old knife. Cleaning the Work Wagon actually took more effort, but Uphie insulting Veve earlier definitely left me feeling sour, and this job was not exactly appealing. I really got angry and ranted at Uphie and Prie a lot today.
The problem was that in my anger, I had kind of ranted to Mabe as well. No mention of what I was doing with Uphie, just about all the waste she could produce. Unfortunately she started mentioning that she might come over after Halloween, once she has some free time. I haven’t told her about my abuse hobby and nothing about Uphie. I haven’t told any of my friends. I don’t know how any of them would take it. I dunno what to do if Mabe decides to come over. Maybe hide Uphie. For now I guess, I could just say there are renovations at my house or something.
Nothing other to note.
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28/10/20xx [Sun] | Day Fifteen | Uphie savings: (1) Happy Coin.
I re-read some old Fluffy care guides I had lying around before I slept last night and I was kind of reminded that though a lot more durable than the domestics and older generations Fluffies, Uphie was still a lot more fragile than humans and right now Uphie had been pulling the Work Wagon for six hours a day for the past six days. I didn’t want her to break, so I told Uphie that she could rest today. She was definitely happy. Had the biggest smile I had seen a while, but that didn’t last for long.
I spent the whole morning tormenting Uphie by showing her the life she lost when she ran away. Really really spoiled Veve. It was quite nostalgic. Talking in those false cutesy voice, pretending to be her stuffed friends. I dressed up Veve in one of those cute little doll dresses and we had a lovely tea party with Keke and some other stuffed friends. Playing ball with Veve and helping her stacking blocks. The only problem was that Uphie really did not take it well. She kept crying and pleading for my attention. It started bothering Veve as well and she began crying. I told Veve that her mama was taken by that monster Envy again and I took Veve out of the safe room, telling her I’ll give her Song Time. Uphie definitely heard that because she made the most anguished cry I ever heard.
I loved giving Veve Song Time. Veve was so cute. Like so unbelievably adorable. I found myself having some of those urges. I copied what they did on some abuse websites. Wore a mask so that Veve didn’t know it was me. Didn’t hurt the fragile little thing, but it was so fun chopping up one of the compost Fluffies right in front of her. Then I gave Veve a bowl filled with raw Fluffy organ and told her to eat it. She shat herself and pleaded for me not to make her, then she had a little nibble and vomited. I had a good laugh from that.
I also dangled her above the compost bin and told her that she had to count to five or I would drop her inside with all the other Fluffies. It was fun watching her struggle. She got up to three before she vomited again. I stopped because she fainted. That was fun. I woke her up without the mask and she was so freaked out, kept telling me about a monster had hurt her. I managed to convince her that it was all a bad dream. Innocent little thing gobbled up my lies. I didn’t mess with her after that. Let her rest, but she kept saying she wanted to sleep with me because she was scared the nightmare monster would come for her again. God she is so adorable.
Oh as for Uphie. Well I guess she spent the whole time crying and I found Prie sleeping on the opposite side of Uphie’s space. I asked Prie why, and she didn’t say anything at first, but then she said that her mama was being too noisy and always crying. Ungrateful little pest. I wonder if she actually knew how hard Uphie worked for her. It actually felt fitting that Uphie had a child as ungrateful as her.
No pay, but no rent as well.
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29/10/20xx [Mon] | Day Sixteen | Uphie savings: (1) Happy Coin.
Back to work. I wanted to put Veve back in her safe room, but she was kind of scared to be alone, so I let her stay with me the whole day. Didn’t mess with her today. I kind of felt bad for yesterday, so I only played nicely today. Only good things for my little Veve today. She’s actually getting a little tubby now. It’s so cute. Also I noticed that her colors are actually getting a lot more prominent. Like I used to think that her fur was vomit green, but now it was actually more of emerald. Like dark green with a blueish hue and it really made the orange stripes all the more prominent, as well as that reddish brown mane. Actually it feels that Veve is kind of rare. I wonder if she is actually special. I’ll send a photo to Mabe and ask for her opinion.
I also had a thought about what I was doing. Like I don’t think I’d ever become a Hugboxer again, and I really cannot see myself losing this sadistic Fluffy tendencies anytime soon, so I might as well come out. Well I say that, but I’m also quite hesitant. Back before she ran away, I was really passionate about Uphie and my Hugbox lifestyle. Maybe a little too passionate. My change just feels embarrassing or shameful I guess. It’s like Uphie broke my heart and now I’m against all Fluffy kind, but it’s not like I hate other Fluffies, I just find that despair makes them cuter.
Anyways. I’m gonna use Mabe to test the waters. Haven’t told her anything. Nothing about my abuse hobby and nothing about Uphie. I want to talk about this face to face, so I can ease her into this news slowly and see how she takes it. If it goes well, I’ll consider telling the rest of my friends. If not, maybe I’ll just hide it. I don’t know. I think we’ll do the week after Halloween. She needs to finish off some last minute orders and take some time to just rest.
Uphie. Did work. Didn’t really interact with her. Oh, but she looked really miserable and thinking about it she was still doing that obnoxious slow walk. I let her rest yesterday. Not sure if acting or if the lazybones is still tired, but she still completed her shift. I’ll try to observe her more carefully tomorrow.
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30/10/20xx [Tue] | Day Seventeen | Uphie savings: (2) Happy Coin.
I told myself I was gonna observe Uphie more today and I did just that. I came in at 08:30 and listened to the sound of the alarm. I realized I never even thought about Prie yesterday, but today I realized that Prie had actually took to sleeping in the litter box. Seems Uphie and Prie had a really bad falling out. Uphie herself looked really depressed. She crawled out of the Fluffy carrier and her eyes looked really dead. Well I guess I’d look the same if I had to do manual labor six days a week.
It was the same as yesterday. She was walking carefully. One step at a time, and I noticed that she was actually cringing every time she took a step. I think she actually had some leg pain and I was worried what would happen if she breaks. So I told her to rest today. She looked confused, but also grateful, so I told her that it was a sick day. I feel I’m being too kind, but at the time I really don’t want her to break, I want her to suffer for a long time. Hopefully I can keep her alive for at least a year. A whole year of this would be good.
Side note. The Fluffies in the compost bin are all dead. Turns out the crack sketti made them cannibalize each other. That was a pity, but I got rid of four cans. I hope more ferals will come wandering through my door. Veve keeps tempting me what that cute face of hers.
Same deal as Sunday. No pay, but no rent as well.
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31/10/20xx [Wed] | Day Eighteen | Uphie savings: (2) Happy Coin.
Halloween today. I had a date with Lize. We met in town. He asked about Uphie, but I didn’t want to talk about her as this was our night, so I told him that she was hating it and that was all. Also WOW. The town was really embracing the Halloween spirit this year. So many decorations. Also so many feral Fluffies. Some idiot seemed to have released a massive herd of ferals in town. They scattered around and scared so many kids and some adults too. A couple of them came up to Lize and I, begging for a new home and some new loving parents. Cute little things.
I was kind of tempted to take some, but ultimately decided not to. Anyways Cleveland Act was still in effect, so as per civic duty Lize and I killed any Fluffies we saw, and helped some of the more squeamish citizens deal with the fuzzy little critters. That was so much fun and Lize really looked like he enjoyed himself, but yeah we were in public, so we didn’t really go crazy. Just quick and simple kills, nothing sadistic, but with the streets filled with Fluffy blood and scream, I really felt that Halloween vibe. I wonder if that was the reason why the idiot released them.
As for Uphie, work as usual. No mercy. She had Sunday off and Wednesday sick. She resisted slightly, but I told her if she did not work today I would tell Grem grem. That scared her straight and she went right up to the Work Wagon. She was still doing that slow walk though. I think it’s a case of muscle development. I heard that protein powder helps with muscle pain. I wonder if that applies with Fluffies. Didn’t focus on Veve and Prie today, as I was too focused on preparing for my date with Lize.
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01/11/20xx [Thur] | Day Nineteen | Uphie savings: (3) Happy Coin.
So Prie was an absolute menace today. Actually I think sociopath was a better term to describe her. Turns out that Uphie and Prie are still at odds with each other. Prie still sleeps in the litter box. Also she seemed to realize that Uphie can’t walk that fast anymore and uses it fully to her advantage. Like this wasn’t Smarty behavior. This was Hell gremlin behavior. While Uphie was pulling the Work Wagon, Prie would start taunting her, calling her “dummeh” and “meanie mummah”. Prie was smart too. Did it just out of Uphie’s reach. So Uphie could only retort by screaming back, but whenever Uphie did that, for some reason she would stop moving like she forgot how to walk and talk. That would start the shock collar, so Uphie was kind of just helplessly listening to her Prie’s verbal barrage…
Then during lunch time. Uphie was free of the Work Wagon for two hours, but it would take her some time to reach the food bowl cause of the slow walk thing. During that time, Prie ate as much kibbles as she could then quickly took a dump inside the bowl before running away. Leaving Uphie with fecal covered kibbles. That really messed with Uphie, but she could not really move fast enough to catch Prie and Prie really used to her advantage. It wasn’t even funny. Just felt mean.
Like she is your mother who is trying to support you and this is how you treat her? Well I guess it really proves my point that Uphie really did not have what it takes to be a mother. I mean her favorite child ended up a sociopath, but I wonder if this is also a product of the malicious actions from myself. Also I guess it kind of proves that Uphie has some kind of leg pain. That was unless this was some complex scheme between Uphie and Prie to give her more rest days. I mean Lize did tell me that Uphie and Prie were conspiring against him before he brought them to me. So it’s not an impossible notion.
After lunch break ended. I was just gonna strap Uphie back on the Work Wagon, but then she started complaining about Prie being a “dummeh meanie munstah babbeh”. I just shrugged and told her that Prie was her problem. Uphie started crying and calling me a “dummeh meanie mummah”. I couldn’t help but scoff. Seems everyone turned against her. Well, almost everyone. By some miraculous odds, Veve actually still held sympathy for her and when she heard Uphie crying today, she asked me what was going on. I told her that Prie was bullying her and her mama was crying.
Veve actually asked if she could give her mummah huggies n wuv. So I obliged. Veve also asked if I could give her mummah huggies and wuv as well to make her feel better. So at the request of Veve, I gave Uphie a hug. That certainly made Uphie feel better and that definitely patched up Uphie’s relationship with Veve. Suddenly she started saying “Wewe am weally gud babbeh. Mummah wub Wewe.” I think Prie heard that, because she suddenly went quiet and stopped being a menace after that.
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02/11/20xx [Fri] | Day Twenty | Uphie savings: (4) Happy Coin.
Uphie’s legs broke. Well to be accurate, the bones of her two forelegs are fractured. Happened during the morning shift. Around 10:00ish the Work Wagon application on my phone suddenly notified me of no movement for fifteen minutes. I came into the safe room to the sound of Uphie screaming non-stop and just unloading the entirety of her bowels. Poor Veve looked traumatized from all the screaming. Turned off the Work Wagon, just so Uphie would stop screaming about that shock collar, then she started whining about “weggies hab worstest pointy hurties”.
I thought she was just being dramatic until I saw the swelling in her fore legs. God that was a sight. I actually had a small freak out. I touched it slightly and she screamed, then puked. So it’s safe to say that this was serious. Getting Uphie a medical check up was also extremely difficult. Cleveland Act, so all Fluffy Doctors were closed until further notice. Most veterinarians also didn’t do Fluffy check ups. Lize’s aunt was a special case. More of a favor to her nephew. I was thinking about asking her, but I was worried she might tell Lize. I didn’t want Lize to know. I didn’t want Grem grem and Hanny knowing either. It’s just I still felt guilty from last time and I really don’t want them wasting annual leaves for this.
Anyways I managed to find a doctor from one of those abuse website. His clinic was based in a city an hour away: Obsiville. Problem was that Grem grem already brought the ECC back to her workplace, so that was kind of stressful, transporting Uphie in a normal carrier whilst the Cleveland Act was still in effect. The doctor was dodgy too. Some guy named Dr. California Reaper, based in the factory district. Going there at night really was an experience to put it lightly and the doctor’s clinic was more of a basement laboratory.
The doctor himself was going for quite eccentric to put it nicely. Some bald guy with circular glasses and a lab coat. Had the charming personality of a mad scientist, but at least he knew what he was doing. Told me it was a bone fracture and wrapped her front legs with metal sticks and a cast. He then gave Uphie some injection and pain killers. I was kind of hoping for an instant fix, but he told me that rest was the best thing for her, so that was fantastic and he charged me $700.00 for the whole operation.
I really can’t complain. I’m pretty sure it would be the same for any Fluffy doctor, plus I wanted to get another mare and foal for potential stress relief and he only charged me $50.00 and they came with their own carrier. All in all. I may consider using him if Uphie gets into another accident, as he said he did house calls, though they are significantly more expensive.
I also had an annoying encounter after I left Dr. Reaper’s lab. Some kids tried to take Uphie and my new Fluffy away. I really can’t blame them. I didn’t have an ECC and Cleveland Acts, but I remembered getting angry and saying something and then the kids ran away and called me crazy, but aside from that I made it home without getting shanked and Uphie is still intact, so I guess everything was okay, if we ignore all the stress I went through today.
Also I counted this as sick day, so no pay, but no rent as well.
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03/11/20xx [Sat] | Day Twenty One | Uphie savings: (4) Happy Coin.
Uphie was still in no state to work, and Dr. Reaper said she couldn’t work for at least three to six month. So how the hell am I going to mold her into a productive member of society? Well anyways counted today as sick day. Also now Prie is suddenly a good daughter again. Super obedient and tries to help her mum with everything. I guess the realization that you almost lost your mother forever does that. Veve was also pretty traumatized, so I let her stay with Uphie. It seems whatever grievances the Fluffy family had in the past is all water under the bridge as Veve and Prie were all about nuzzling their mum, giving her hugs and love, and making sure she had everything she needed.
As for the other Fluffy. It was an impulse buy, but I kind of know why I bought her. She’s beige with a blonde mane and tail. Just like Uphie and Cookie. I don’t know what to do with her just yet, so I haven’t given her a name and just let her and her foals rest on a newspaper on Uphie’s side of the safe room. Gave her a food bowl and some toys. She kept asking about Uphie. I told her not to talk to Uphie, saying that Uphie was a bad one that ran away even though I loved her so much. Fortunately the Fluffy did not ask too many questions.
Also Grem grem said she was planning to come over tomorrow. I know she’s coming over to check on how Uphie is doing. That got me thinking. She already wasted a weekend with this, Hanny too, and Lize wasted two weekends. They put a lot of time and effort, and Uphie ruined it all in under two weeks. If Grem grem comes over and sees Uphie, she will most likely try to help and I bet Uphie would ruin it all in less than a week. So, I just lied. Told Grem grem that I needed to go to Obsiville for some work trip.
I did think about letting her come over and seeing Uphie, then just saying that I would let Uphie rest, but then wouldn’t that be more suspicious? I kind of feel that if I do that, one of they would probably start watching me with greater scrutiny. Wasting their time with this stupid thing.
Sick day. No pay, but no rent.
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04/11/20xx [Sun] | Day Twenty Two | Uphie savings: (4) Happy Coin.
Grem grem asked if she could see my journal today. I actually thought about that last night. Spent most of yesterday making a fake one. Like everything is going well kind of thing, but Uphie won’t be able to work for three to six months, so eventually they are going to find out. Currently, I’m trying to see if I can figure out a temporary solution before telling them. It will have to be a legit solution, something that even I would be satisfied with, so they really wouldn’t have to waste effort.
What concerned me more is that she started giving me suggestions to implement in the future. Color coded coins and perhaps the use of the knowledge Uphie had acquired as a feral to make things more manageable for Uphie. It makes me feel really bad knowing that I can’t use this, and it is clear that she is thinking about this during her off time. I need to find the temporary solution quickly, so I can tell her to stop wasting her time on Uphie.
As for Uphie herself. Same shit. Nothing new. Veve refused to leave her side, so I put Veve’s bed and toys in the Fluffy carrier, but Prie ended up being the one to use them. Figured I’d let that slide, because eventually Uphie would get better and when that happened I was taking Veve back as well as all her stuff. I wonder how Prie would react once she lost all those comforts. She would probably go ballistic and Uphie would be the one to deal with all that. I can’t wait.
The other Fluffy seems docile. Seems to be just grateful I took her and her family in. I have to admit. Same colors, but definitely way cuter than Uphie. Her foals were just adorable as well. Noticed, all of them had not yet reached the weaning phase. So that was cute. Also no hints of BMS.
Also I put some thought as to why I’m still writing all of this. The real journal. It just feels good, putting all my thoughts and feelings like this. Orderly, or maybe like I’m venting into PC. It feels healthy.
Sick day. No pay, but no rent.
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05/11/20xx [Mon] | Day Twenty Three | Uphie savings: (4) Happy Coin.
Today I was so really fucking pissed off. Seems Uphie took full advantage of her current ailment. I found her lazing about in the Fluffy carrier lying on top of all Veve’s stuffed friends and Prie was sleeping on Veve’s bed. What was Veve doing? Running to and fro from the feeding bowl to get Uphie pieces of kibble. Lazy asshole of a mother took full advantage of my Veve and exploited her kindness and charity, just so she could live like a queen.
I tried to take Veve away, but Veve kept squirming and saying that she needed to stay with her mama. I tried telling Veve that she was my baby now, but Uphie had reverted back to that “Gweenie Wewe am Uwpee babbeh. Uwpee am mummah babbeh.” I put Veve in her space on the table, but she actually managed to get over the box wall, and if I didn’t catch her, she would have fallen off the table. So I returned Veve back to Uphie. It’s crazy how much this foal loves Uphie. Like what redeeming qualities that piece of shit bitch mare possess?!
Also as unbelievable as it sounds. Uphie tried to use Veve to get a free hug from me. Caught Uphie whispering to Veve about something then Veve came up to me and asked if I could give her mummah a hug. I told Veve that Uphie needed to pay me two Happy Coins for a hug, but then Uphie started screaming that Veve was the one asking. It kind of made me realize that Uphie was a lot more cunning than I originally thought. Anyways it was satisfying telling Uphie that I don’t like hugging lazy pigs. Uphie started crying after that, but Veve, Prie and even the other Fluffy and her foals all started calling me a meanie mummah. So I guess no one is on my side today, but seeing what Uphie did today, gave me an idea for tomorrow.
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06/11/20xx [Tue] | Day Twenty Four | Uphie savings: (4) Happy Coin.
I turned on that carrier alarm, so 08:30 all the Fluffies were awake. There was a lot of whining, but hey they’re all on Uphie’s side so not my problem. Told Uphie that after that shit she pulled yesterday, she had to work again. She was devastated and was quick to point out that she couldn’t actually walk, so I told her how it was going to work. Since she had no problems making Veve do her dirty work of getting that stupid free hug, then she would have no problem having Veve and Prie doing her work for her, and by that I meant pulling the Work Wagon in her stead.
Surprisingly, Uphie actually agreed. Actually no. Not surprising. Uphie is after all a lazy, arrogant bitch, so why was I surprised that she was okay with her children working in her stead. So I got some small ropes and tied Veve and Prie to the Work Wagon and had it on. Thing was I put the shock collar on Uphie and well the results were funny. Veve and Prie could barely pull the Work Wagon, so Uphie was shocked for a good ten minutes until I stopped the Work Wagon.
The other Fluffy actually got mad at me. Scolded me for making foals work and hurting a mare, so I asked if she wanted to take over for the two. She actually got scared by that and ran to her foals on their newspaper nest. Curled up all terrified. All bark no bite. Didn’t defend Uphie for the rest of the day after that. I mean I guess what do you expect. Anyone who defends Uphie is spineless coward after all. That’s the only kind of help a shit rat like Uphie could ever muster. Also I rescind my statement about her being cuter. I noticed she had a lot of ugly features, like her fat ugly nose and her gross mane.
I tried Pain Button and Scary Box too but those stupid casts got in the way and I didn’t want her fore legs to break. Also the whole time she kept screaming “Uwpee am mummah babbeh!” Tried just hitting her with a sorry stick, but then it just felt I was her owner again and not her employer and landlord. She still had to pay rent, so I just took her savings. She wailed a lot and tried to lie down on her Happy Coins, Prie even tried to run away with one. It was just so stupid. I thought Prie was supposed to be a Smarty. How did she not see the futility of running and hiding in a space that only consisted of a few objects.
I have a new plan for tomorrow. The other Fluffy was so quick to defend Uphie, so might as well get her to help Uphie, right?
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07/11/20xx [Wed] | Day Twenty Five | Uphie savings: (0) Happy Coin.
08:30 had them wake up and told the new Fluffy to eat her breakfast. She wanted to sleep more, so I just put the shock collar on her.
09:40 I dragged her sorry ass and strapped her to the Work Wagon. Told her that if she wanted the hurties to stop then she had to pull. She got what I was talking about soon enough.
12:30 she got free and I gave her lunch. She was crying and whining. That was so nostalgic, and I kept telling Uphie that this Fluffy was just like her. Uphie didn’t say anything. She just looked scared. The other Fluffy kept asking why and I just told her that it’s only natural. I mean if you want to side with Uphie, then surely you should be helping her in her time of need, no?
14:30 I strapped the screaming Fluffy back onto the Work Wagon to finish the afternoon shift. However, turns out that Uphie’s so-called friend wasn’t as nice as she once acted.
17:30 End of Day. I tossed Uphie that (1) Happy Coin in savings and put the other (4) Happy Coins in the rent box. Told Uphie to thank the other Fluffy for all her hard work. Uphie did, but I guess her friend didn’t think the thanks were good enough as she went berserk and charged at Uphie. I think she would have actually killed Uphie if I didn’t pull her away. So yeah so much for actual friendship. Tossed that Fluffy and her foals in the compost bin.
Also side note, the amount of times Uphie told me to be nice to her because she was my forever baby. I really don’t understand. I haven’t shown her much kindness. How is she so stubborn that she actually believes that I still hold some love for her.
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08/11/20xx [Thur] | Day Twenty Six | Uphie savings: (1) Happy Coin.
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